Only a few more months until little Melody is born. I can't describe what it feels like to be an almost mother, it's like the pressure of the world is on your shoulders. Everything you do affects the little one that is slowly growing inside and everything you do is for her now, she's already taking over my life and she's not even here yet. Even though it's like carrying a parasite the love I feel for her is incomparable and I know it will only increase as she grows.
They say nothing is as wonderful as a mother's love and I'm already starting to understand that. Feeling her kick always brings a smile and her hiccups always bring giggles. Knowing she is growing bigger and stronger everyday makes me feel so proud of how well she's doing. There is so much you can learn about a child while it is still in the womb; Melody is stubborn, does what she wants, knows how to get what she wants, and like any little girl she has her daddy wrapped around her finger.
I hope she'll learn all the good things in life; God's love for her, to always be true to herself, to always be nice and generous even when others aren't, and to always have hope. I think bringing a child into the world is hard. There is so much bad and evil going around it's insane. A mother always wants to protect her child and with the things going around it's almost like you have to keep them in a bubble. Hopefully just a bubble of love will do though. I know she'll grow up to do great and wonderful things.
Monday, December 21, 2009
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